Making The Change

I have been disliking my job for quite some time, not my team, not my boss, and not a lot of my friends. So many do love me. But I felt I did not have a purpose anymore. Then I had the heart attack and almost died. After, I really got depressed. All the love of my family and friends still did not feel this empty void in my heart (fortunately still beating lol). I have been alone for a very long time and taken care of things on my own. I got to where I shut off letting people in except for my kids.

Then in this little group I belonged to showed up. It was about homeless kids. I had been thinking about doing volunteer work again for sometime. In the past when I did that it brought more meaning to my life. I think this journey with you this team is why God decided it was not my time and apparently something else which I have not figured out yet. There is a lot more to this and maybe one day if will be explain to me.

With this team coming into my life and these kids have given me so much more motivation and the desire to live so much longer. So many things have awakened in me that have been dormant for a very long time. I know God has been in my life over the years but I have not felt Him for a very long time until now.

It is my intention to be in helping these youth for the long haul.

I want to do whatever I can to help people to realize it is not my dream but my destiny.